A blog? Really?

…I guess so 🤷🏼‍♀️
I’ve always been a writer and actually had dreams of being a writer or journalist one day but ditched that early on in undergrad to pursue Criminal Justice. Because at that point, I was following what society told me to do - I was checking off the boxes on a path that was beaten into our heads.

So, I followed this idea that I had to choose between passions. But it didn’t really feel like choosing because in my studies, essays were the go-to over multiple choice.

For a while there, I got a little lost and by lost I mean I became consumed with following this blueprint that I thought would bring me success. Spoiler alert - I spilled some glitter.. and paint.. and glue.. ALL over that blueprint. And long story short, it’s brought me here. Back around to tapping into the creative writer ~ the story teller.

When I quit the field in October of 2021 to pave my own path, the first thing I did was write a poem. My (now) wife and I had been together for 5.5 years at that point and she had no idea that poetry was tucked into my tool belt. That’s how repressed this part of me was. Since then, I haven’t stopped writing. The amount of word docs/google docs, and notebooks with scribbles is actually ridiculous. I’ve kept all these words and thoughts and docs to myself, and that makes NO SENSE.. especially if I’m trying to reach a larger audience. So, here we are - seeing how this goes.

What can you expect? Who really knows to be honest - but I guess if I HAVE to categorize it a little, we’re obviously going to hone in on topics like Human Design, the Gene Keys, Trauma (Complex Trauma, Treatment Resistant PTSD), Systemic Oppression, etc. with lotttsss of metaphors sprinkled in and out. That’s a warning - fyi - if metaphors aren’t your thing, then it’s probably going to be challenging for you to retain whatever I’m spewing and I TOTALLY give you permission to PEACE OUT rather than waste your time.

Because Gate 56 is both my unconscious South Node and my Conscious Mars. WAIT so according to the Gene Keys, this placement of my conscious mars is the Sphere of EQ.. and I intentionally went back to my holographic profile to pinpoint where this was and holy shit -

“The upside of our EQ is that we rekindle a lost part of our childhood – our love of play. The very energy that goes into defending ourselves from the perceived threats of others is released into our life as a spirit of playfulness. When the Gene Key of your EQ is positively released at a higher frequency, this quality emerges in a very playful manner.”